Good news! It looks like my animal friend is going to make a complete recovery! Thank you all for your kind words and keeping him in your thoughts and magic.
Have you ever felt completely changed from a ritual? It’s not often that it happens, but I have felt it once or twice. And I am feeling it now, to a degree I’ve never felt it before.
I finally saw Lilith last night.
You have to keep in mind, I took Her name about 8 or 9 years ago. As a dancer studying kundalini, and a women’s rights activist, the snake goddess of female empowerment has always been significant to me.
Well, She finally appeared to me. It was brief, and She didn’t communicate — yet communicated volumes.
Lilith appeared to me with black and red butterfly wings.
I was meditating on Lilith (I should meditate every day, but I’m afraid I only do when I feel I need it). So I was meditating on Lilith and focusing with all my ability on my intention: for her to help me and my family with our work and meeting our needs. I don’t usually open my eyes while meditating, but I did, and saw a shadowy shape of a raven.
Having an infant gives quite an interesting point of view on human psychology.
I’ve noticed a serious decrease in my cravings since invoking my daemon for help with my addiction.